Life Feels Like a Country Song Right Now....

Come and Heal Me Again

Lord, I'm letting go of this pain in my heart,

cold disrespect, has nearly torn me apart!

I can't hold on, through the hurt and the pain,

Hold onto me, Lord, and heal me again!

I'm walking away, while I have some esteem,

Don't want to be hard, don't want to be mean.

But I can't abide, this abuse anymore

I know that its not, what You put me here for!

I can forgive! Because You've forgiven me!

But I want to live, Holy and free!

This bitterness hurts, and binds my soul like a chain;

Please help me get through, Lord, heal me again!

I've loved all I can, I gave all I should,

and I'd gladly give more, if it would do any good!

But I feel I must go, before I'm all gone,

the ones who hurt me can follow,  but I'm moving on.

I'm walking away, while I have some esteem,

Don't mean to be hard, but I must say what I mean!

And I can't abide this abuse anymore, I know that its not

what You put me here for!

Of course I'll forgive! Like You want me to do!

But I have to live, and with this I am through!

This plain disrespect, is just too much pain,

Help me stay in You Lord, come and heal me again!

How I need You dear Lord! Please come and heal me again!

SCD 5/19/13